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ECG, New Monitor, Old Digimon

12 hours ago 38 0
My plans were thrown off this week, though my ECG was fine, my old monitor wasn't, and I indulged in a bit of nostalgia...

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Pursuit, Pressure, Personality

1 week ago 231 0
I've been working on Dreamons, slowly! My blood pressure measurements are very variable! And I did a test meant to suggest careers for my personality, which told me nothing new but was interesting nonetheless!

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I Fainted... Again, Apparently

2 weeks ago 217 0
Here's a less-than-lovely update to the previously positive-ish post!

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Should I Become A Meditation Teacher??

3 weeks ago 264 5
I went to a Mindfulness class thing, and afterwards was reminded of how even minor positive real-world experiences can turn my inner world from night to day. I got wondering what I could pursue to get this more often...

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Avoidance Tackling, Mindfulness Course

3 weeks ago 221 0
I've been feeling like an embarrassing disappointment lately, so I decided to try to actually do something about it instead of just whining every week...

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Dreamons, Insomnia, Nostalgia

4 weeks ago 333 5
Some venting about recent sleep issues - likely a result of persistent life situation issues - and thoughts about my current game dev project, Dreamons, some old GBC Legend of Zelda games, and the Netflix adaptation of Avatar: The Last Airbender.
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Music Album

Playable Piano Pieces - Part 1

10 months ago 1,385 7
I've uploaded 13 intermediate-level piano pieces I've composed over the years!

Announcements

MARDEK Is Now On Steam!

4 years ago 13,296 86

Game Dev

Dreamons Scenes - Proof of Concept

2 months ago 600 10
A project I've hinted at for a while has finally manifested in some form! Though this is far from the first time I've made something like this...
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Personal

ECG, New Monitor, Old Digimon

12 hours ago 38 0
My plans were thrown off this week, though my ECG was fine, my old monitor wasn't, and I indulged in a bit of nostalgia...

Promotion

Money, Kickstarter

3 years ago 5,255 11
I want to talk a bit about money again: how much I'm earning each month, and how the amount that other indie games raise on Kickstarter does convince me to give that a go.

Games

Mario & FFVIII & Sora AI

3 months ago 440 1
Some rather brief (ha) thoughts about Super Mario Bros. Wonder, the Super Mario RPG Remake, Final Fantasy VIII, and a new video-generating AI called Sora. Those things are all related, right??

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Game Dev

Looking Back at Memody: Sindrel Song

8 months ago 933 6
I recently replayed this eccentric 'musical memory game' I actually finished and released in 2019. Despite some fears that I'd cringe over concerns about its content, I ended up feeling mostly impressed and in some cases surprisingly emotional! It's such a shame so few people got to experience the most moving moments though due to the gameplay barrier in the way...

Game Dev

Weekly Update - Implemented Elements Revisions & Shards!!

2 years ago 1,195 6
I spent this week revising Atonal Dreams to use the new elements, and I had the most productivity with and confidence about the project I've had in a long time!

Game Dev

Atonal Dreams: ~2 Years Of Progress

2 years ago 2,332 3
Atonal Dreams was meant as a short standalone prequel to a longer reimagining of the MARDEK story - itself a reworking of another project I'd started on earlier - which I intended to finish within six months to a year. It's been either about a year and a half, two years, or two years and four months since I started - depending on where the start is considered to be - and the finish line still seems distant. In this obnoxiously long, image-heavy post, I want to look back over the entire development journey, to see how the game has evolved each month.

Game Dev

Weekly Update - The Hows & Whys of Figmon

3 years ago 2,123 8
It's already September! How did THAT happen?? I've been working on Atonal Dreams for over a year... So much for the hope I could start and finish in 6 months like I did with Memody: Sindrel Song!

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Looking Back at 2020

3 years ago 3,076 7
Well, we survived 2020 somehow! Or at least some of us did, myself surprisingly included. I've also been quite productive this year, so - as is my tradition - I shall look back on all the stuff I've made here!

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Weekly Update - Music Album: Cambrian Explosion!

3 years ago 2,593 12
Gasp! I've actually done something I talked about, and have released a bunch of my old music as an album on a new Alora Fane Bandcamp page!
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